I am so amazed right now.  As I have begun to realize God my Father, I’m also realizing God my Dad.  I am also beginning to realize God the Almighty.  There are so many awakening moments that have begun to happen.

This morning I was asking God if He  would mind sharing with me what He wants me to know from Him.  He asked me if I see Him, if I hear Him, if I feel Him?  I said yes to all of these.  He then said that this is me responding to spiritual guidance.  God is Spirit and He wanted me to know I am equipped to know Him and His leadership in my life.  The human dominance of man’s thinking and feeling has overpowered this spiritual influence all these years.  God is awakening in me the very gift He has given me and each one of us upon creation.  He also pointed out something that really hit home.  He said that when His Spirit provides insight/wisdom, it is still to fit in His timetable.  Man (I) want to immediately think insight is for me and my timetable right now.  He told me that His insights fit His timetable and I am to trust and obey Him in completing it.  Trusting and obeying are human ways to respond to His spiritual leadership in my life.

This was some amazing and humbling to hear this morning.  I have many projects and people on my mind that I want to “help”.  God was kindly and directly pointing out that He is in control of them, not me.  I can be His helper if I remain in His timetable and not try to manipulate things into a man-made one.  I do want to fit into God’s very leadership in my life and live each day in its fullness.

There is one more thing I want to add here before I end today’s blog–I’ve been journaling for many years now.  I’ve tried journaling to God in times past, but felt I got no where.  Now I can see why I didn’t.  The GOD I was trying to communicate with was the one I was trying to please and earn significance.  GOD has loved me from the start just as He has loved each one of us.  I think that is my greatest awakening for the moment.  I do want to serve HIM well.