This morning I’m still in Acts for bible reading. I think I may need to be here a while. God is really speaking about full surrender/obedience. In reading about Paul’s conversion it’s easier to understand. He was in full obedience to the Jewish religion to annihilate this new movement of Christ followers. Instead God turned his zeal about face so all this zeal became surrendered to The Holy Spirits purpose for him. 

I’m trying to write this with my phone again so struggling to get this out with a texting keyboard. God is laying on me the fullness of complete surrender. I’ve not thought my person was worthy of The Holy Spirits infilling but God is wanting me to know that is mans interference and it is sin to deny God this part of me. My thinking of being unacceptable for him is a Wall of disbelief I give to God now in full surrender. I know there’s more to learn here but this is my start. To God be the glory!