The graciousness of God, His Son and His Holy Spirit is amazing.  I was given a word picture this morning of this Threesome dancing in heaven each time the Holy Spirit is allowed by one of us to infill us with His Holy Presence so we may become in Christ’s likeness.  I had never thought of such an event taking place.  I know scripture talks about the angels rejoice when one comes to accept Christ in their lives, but to even think that The Almighty God is also rejoicing with His Own Team just makes me want to cry and smile all at the same time.  God has been digging deeply into intimacy with me this week.

I realize that the struggles of this week have been with Satan fighting to keep ownership of all the beliefs I’ve had regarding my personal self-worth.  I spent the day yesterday with the counselor who helped me so much just a few years back with the PTSD therapy and more.  We were at our state capitol meeting with legislators interested in our Aslan Academy work. She even asked me if the present battle was my intimate belief of me.  Of course, it is.  However, God showing me His love for me and Christ’s love for me is helping me to believe the intimacy of His Precious Holy Spirit is also for me.  I find myself welcoming Him and then doubting Him all within the same day.  I know this is all my old beliefs being uprooted by His Presence in my life.  The beauty is that He-the very Spirit of God is winning.

Intimacy is a gift I want to learn to accept and give.  I know it is far more spiritual than flesh but I want to accept it and give it in each part of me.  So, I am in a part of this journey that has always been fear invoking for me, but this time I’m staying and not fleeing.