So the day focused on “love” ends with me taking Kathy to Quick Care to find she has pneumonia in her right lung.  We were at one of our grandson’s basketball game when she started feeling this intense pain under her right arm.  I didn’t know it at the time.  I left 10 minutes before the game ended to get to our men’s class at church.  She called me in route and so I left and came home taking her directly to St. Luke’s Quick Care where they did an x-ray to find the pneumonia.  She’s now on antibiotic.  One of my daughter’s told me it was a chance to learn to be a good care provider.  What could that mean??  Probably has something to do with that love message of yesterday.

On a different note, I am sensing God taking me into a genuine understanding of the topic homosexuality.  I talk about it relating to my past but I rarely talk about it as a struggle for me personally.  The issue between identity and struggle is what God wants cleared up so I can be be free to live as this new creation.  I must be ready to face this demon as it has been very present since last Thursday.  I know from past experiences that I can stand and do this as God is wanting to be the Light of Truth for me in it.  There are so many people silently struggling with this dilemma.  I’m not sure yet how all this will materialize, but I do know God wants me free of the paralyzing identity of this.  I want to be bold in His Kingdom work.  To God be the Glory!