God is so faithful!  Yesterday as our quartet was singing and I was getting close to the time for sharing, I found myself far more in touch with the group’s response to the messages of the songs.  I had not seen this to the extent I did yesterday.  I found myself noticing individuals and connecting with them as the hour was progressing.  When I told our story of my recovery the same battle of trying to talk without breaking down was present.  I had to pause and regroup and then continue.  All this time I remained connected.  It seems so odd trying now to articulate this time in words.  It was no longer hard to tell because of fear of judgement, but hard to tell because it is a story of hurt and shame that I know very well.  The glorious freedom God gives us is the finale replacing what had been the fear of judgement with a genuine passion to share so that others can know this freedom too.

Afterwards, there were so many that wanted to talk.  I didn’t have to regroup like I’ve always needed to do before, stepping out of fear into listening and sharing.  I found myself relating without the anxiousness.  I now know what God has been wanting me to find in Him and trusting in Him during these times of doing His Kingdom work.  Yes, when I got home and had a moment to relax, I was exhausted.  I needed a nap!  This was a good thing and not an escape–for the first time.

Today is a new day and there is work to be done.  But, I needed to reflect and thank God before I begin today’s assignments.  To God be all glory!