The veil has been rend in two. When I think of this statement I first think about when Christ died on the Cross, the thick veil in the temple was rend in two for Christ had paved the way for us to come to God ourselves through the work of Jesus. Well, this morning I feel as though my personal veil has been rend in two.
I wrote yesterday about God being I AM and we find Him in today, each and every day. Today it sinks in that when God is in today and I stay in today, He navigates us through the day when we keep Him on the throne of our day. All of this is what I’ve been taught since I was a child. I’ve seemingly known it for my lifetime. Putting in into daily practice has been a very different story. As a child I learned to not live in today. I lived in the future in my mind when I would be free of dad’s cruelty and my brother’s sexual use and the struggles of being “who I am”. I have never broken completely away from this practice either. However, this very morning I have seen clearly my need to let this go. When I let it go I do it for today. Everything about life is about today if I want God in it. Of course, I will plan. I am a planner for days ahead. However, I will not live in that day I’m planning. I’ll stay home in today.
It is so true that we are never done learning from God’s leading in our life. It is utterly amazing!