Yesterday’s therapy session for Kathy was wonderful in that the therapist was very thorough in assessing Kathy’s needs and helping us know how to support at home. I also expressed to her my concern about leaving Kathy alone if I continue the counseling at our church. She could easily see that Kathy’s walking was good and her stability is normal with no dizziness, etc. So when I expressed my concern she asked, “Do you think your presence would keep a second stroke from occurring?” Kathy had already told me she didn’t want me to stop the counseling I’m doing. She was ok being alone at our home for periods of time. I just couldn’t see doing this. I felt like I was abandoning her and her needs. The therapist simply said that Kathy could text me each hour with a word or two or just a smiley face indicating all is well. I am only 1.5 miles from home.

My insecurities were screaming at me this morning about what I’m to do. So when I was journaling I told Jesus all about these fears. He simply reminded me that I could trust the wisdom I’m given. He uses His people to give His wisdom. I didn’t need to question it, I just needed to follow it. Then in my Bible reading in II Corinthians 4, I’m reminded, “But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellence of the power may be of God and not of us.” Kathy’s earthen vessel has been damaged, but inside it is the treasure of God for which I love and God cares for. What a great reminder! I keep saying, GOD IS SO GOOD!