It is amazing to me how long it has taken for me to understand that when scripture says God will strengthen us, it is not in will power. It is in surrender. He strengthens us in spirit, not in mental muscle/will power. I can’t even begin to write here how many, many times I pleaded with God to give me the strength He does not provide. I wanted to be strong. Instead, He wanted me to recognize that He wanted to be strong in me. I needed to rearrange my thinking and my understanding. I needed to get rid of the lies I thought were true.

Even though I am old in age, I am young in this truth of full surrender and daily committing myself to God’s Strength in Spirit. This much I know, I am staying this course for I KNOW and UNDERSTAND. I BELIEVE! Now I get to help others find much sooner in their lives what has taken me so long–the truth of surrender. God is so AMAZING!