This morning I came to the last page of my journal. As I concluded filling this last page I took a moment to reflect on the spiritual awakenings that took place during the months of filling the pages in it. The greatest awakening for me has been recognizing this amazing importance of worship as I start my day. I have always for years started my day with my devotional time always loving the silence of the morning for then I could think clearly and hear God clearly (I thought). I had no idea what a great chasm I still had not including my spirit. As I have added the worship music in the background of each morning it instantly awakens me to my spirit and God’s Holy Spirit. I then instantly want my spirit to be in total submission to God’s Holy Spirit. My big discovery in this is that before this time I would know God is present. By adding this worship element, I now not just know, I BELIEVE and I’m free. I’m free to believe fully any doubt I might have. I’m free to give to Jesus all of the weights/struggles/concerns given during counseling sessions. The beautiful part in this is that every single time, God takes them and I can believe HE will be the answer for each one of them.

I found out yesterday afternoon that my nephew has a brain tumor. This morning he is having a biopsy done to determine if it is malignant. That will not be known until the first of next week. My brother called me to say spirits are good. This morning as I’ve prayed and believed, I saw God, the GREAT HEALER, touching Matt with the assurance HE is at work in this. How I love our FATHER GOD!