Yesterday I wrote about a situation I was addressing and it was just as Jesus would have it. The other person joining me and I prayed together over this home and its occupants. Jesus did all of the rest and what a touching experience it turned out to be. I went into the afternoon thinking it would be the same as the morning had been with Jesus taking care of each client as they came.

The first couple of sessions in the afternoon were good ones and Jesus was very present. As the next was approaching (which was a reschedule from the day before) I saw another client in the hall which triggered something I’d set aside. This client was there because her parents were coming so we could address some abuse which had been hidden for years. I had double booked the time! I hadn’t put the one client on my calendar because she wasn’t sure her parents would come so I was waiting to hear. She had contacted me a couple of days later they were coming, but I neglected to then put it on my calendar. I quickly told the rescheduled man I’d have to see him next week which he seemed fine knowing he’d forgotten his actual time the day before.

The session with the parents was difficult at best and I had nothing prepared for it except my thoughts. The father wanted to hear “loving forgiveness” and the daughter needed to express 25 years of squelched hurt. Mom sat quietly for the most part. It did end with an understanding that reconciliation was going to take time and we needed to accept the truth that childhood abuse is not a one session event. Everyone walked away agreeing to continue.

This morning I was lamenting to God my blunder in calendaring this session. Yet, when I asked Jesus what He wanted me to know for today, He immediately reminded me He wanted to be in charge of yesterday’s session. I know if I’d remembered I’d have prepped very differently for the way it turned out. Jesus needed to be in charge, not me. It was another good wake-up. What I called my blunder, Jesus said was on purpose. What parents heard, He can now work with them on it. All I can say is that JESUS IS AMAZING!

Today’s journey is taking me into a situation I’ve not done but a very few times and never led. A young mother who comes for counseling is seeking freedom from an evil presence in her home. There is a story behind this which I won’t go into here. So, a co-leader in Celebrate Recovery and I are going to this young lady’s home this morning to pray deliverance from this evil.

Last night as I was going to bed I anticipated I would sleep fitfully due to today’s assignment. However, as I got into bed I prayed for Jesus’ to go ahead of us and cleanse this home with His Presence. That is the last thing I recall of the evening. I awoke this morning at 4:22 having slept 6+ hours without any awakenings. I almost always awaken at least a couple of times before this even though I go right back to sleep. It was as though God just brought a deep sleep coupled with a deep assurance of Him taking charge.

Not so long ago I would be willing to do something like this as long as there was someone else leading who I saw as worthy of leading. Today, I wouldn’t say I feel worthy of doing this. Instead, what I know for sure is the worthiness of Jesus Christ to cast out all evil in His Name. We do not go alone into this assignment for Jesus has already declared Himself as Victor of all evil’s attempts to discourage a young mom of 4 kids. Jesus Christ is LORD of all–our assignment is to BELIEVE.

Yesterday was a remarkable day. I met with a gentleman who was new to Celebrate Recovery last Thursday. He wanted to meet and “talk through” some things on his mind. As I had met with him and two others last Thursday in the 101 class, we take a moment to tell anyone in the class a brief testimony of what brought us to CR. In so doing, he said yesterday as we met that he had some similar past experiences. The greater part of the time we met (2.5 hrs) was talking about his beliefs from being brought up in a different religion that I’d call a false religion.

As this gentleman began to expound on his beliefs I challenged him to put them along side what scripture tells us. I am not one to enter into a debate for I don’t like doing this at all. In this case, all I did was tell him what he was taught as a child is a lie. Satan’s deceptions of who he is and who Jesus Christ is can be easily misled when we are taught as children that what the lessons teach is all truth. In my younger years I’d heard what he was telling me from others. In those days I would only say that my beliefs were different from theirs. I must say that Celebrate Recovery and biblical counseling have brought me to the point where I no longer quietly walk away from these false teachings.

Jesus is our One and only Savior and Lord. He is the One and only Son of God Almighty–The Great I AM. Upholding this truth is not debatable. Amen.

There was a song written 40+ years ago entitled “Praise the Lord”. It was sent to me as a cassette tape by a dear friend when I was going through a very tough time during the years after my divorce. The words in part say:

When your up against a struggle that shatters all your dreams and your hopes have been cruelly crushed by Satan’s manifested schemes; and you feel the urge within you to submit to earthly fears; don’t let the faith you’re standing in seem to disappear—Praise the Lord! He can work through those who praise Him, Praise the Lord for our God inhabits praise, praise the Lord. For the chains that seem to bind you serve only to remind you that they drop powerless behind you when you Praise Him!

The second verse goes on to say: Now Satan is a liar and he wants to make us think that we are paupers when he knows himself we’re children of the King. So lift up your mighty shield of FAITH for the battle has been won. We know that Jesus Christ is risen so the work’s already done! Praise the Lord! and the chorus repeats.

God often brings this song to mind when I am personally struggling or working with someone else who is. I love these words and how often I forget the simple act of Praising God because I do know He will see us through any and all struggles. I (we) can praise Him ahead of time because this is true!

The life of a bachelor. Kathy is with 3 out of 4 siblings this weekend in Oregon. Her sis had been with us for a couple days and they left yesterday to join two of their brothers for some family time. I’m so glad for them and love that they enjoy one another’s company. 3 of the 4 of them have been experiencing health issues in the past couple of years and they are making good use of the time they actually have and I love this. So, I am an old bachelor until next Thursday. Life is pretty full of activity so it’s not as though I’m wondering what to do. I enjoy periods of time alone especially when I know it is temporary and for good reason.

Yesterday started with a couple of counseling sessions early in the day. The second one is a small group of men (5 actually). However, for various reasons it was only one of the 5. This particular young man is the only one of the 5 I hadn’t known very well when I started this group several months ago. He is quite well grounded in his disciple but wanted to address some habits he struggles to keep at bay. We were able to talk with one another very openly with only the two of us. I thanked God for the opportunity and for this young man. I can see God using him greatly as the days and years go on. It is such an honor to be part of God’s Work and see Him working in lives. The struggles can be great, but there is nothing that comes close to God’s Strength when we are surrendered and patient. I have to remind myself of these two needs quite often!

God is always working and the more I get to know Him the more I see this. I can’t get over how much He is aligning all of each day so I see Him in each aspect of it. It daily starts with my devotions. Right now my devotional is focusing on how well we know Jesus. If we know Him as our Savior, that’s the first step. Getting to know Him as our Lord, our Friend, our Great Healer, our Guide, our Rock, our Protector, our Leader and more, takes confidence called Faith/Trust. The more I’m learning to put all things into His Hands, the more I am realizing just how much He cares and how thorough His Caring is. Even more than this, it is also how He carefully and gently uses all of the tragic parts of our lives for His purposes.

Yesterday a young man called me troubled by some things which have gone sour in his life. He was wanting to know my thoughts. As we talked and he began to see how God was working in what he called “sour” he started to see that maybe God was using this time to show him his need to better rely on God rather than on himself. Relying on God was to trust Him with the present situation. Being patient in times of turmoil is never easy for any of us, yet it is always worthwhile in the end.

Someday when I get to see Jesus, God my Father and The Holy Spirit face to face, I will never stop thanking them for their relentless love and pursuit for each one of us! How I LOVE THEM!

Yesterday was an amazing day. The counseling sessions went well, but even more was last night’s Celebrate Recovery meeting. There were 3 new men who came and I was the one to spend the last hour with them in what we call the 101. This is the introduction to CR and all that it can offer someone. The last part of the hour is spent with the leader sharing briefly their story and asking the newcomer/s to share what brought them that night to the degree they are willing. My goodness, all three of them opened up and we were there beyond the hour. All three had intense stories very different from each other, but all seeking help coming out of their powerlessness (lesson 2) and hiding the problem as though it didn’t exist (lesson 1). I pray they will stay committed to this. It is so easy to step back into “I can do this on my own–I don’t need to share my burdens with the world and then reap the consequences of its judgment”. I sure know this for I practiced it for almost 60 years.

I am reading a book I ordered when I was with the kids in Oklahoma. My son-in-law told me he was going to be using it for the content of his Sunday School class he teaches. The book’s title is, What’s so Spiritual About Your Gifts? It is written by Henry and Mel Blackaby. I’ve read many of their works and I respect them a great deal. What was a big awakening for me is the statement made early in the book. It says, “Believers often ask each other what their spiritual gift is. The true answer to that question is this: The Holy Spirit is the gift.” We so often talk about the fruits of the Spirit being the gift/s. However, the true gift is God’s Holy Spirit Himself. The fruit is the manifestation of God’s Spirit within us. It is God’s Gift to us at work in us as we obey His nudges. It is a simple, yet profound truth which I want to spend more time awakening to.

God is never done growing us. I will never be too old to be a student of the Greatest Teacher!

Today is my oldest grandson’s birthday. He is living his life for Jesus Christ and how proud this makes grandpa! He is flying in next Tuesday and it will be such a treat to have him with us for a few days.

I hadn’t expected that being gone from the counseling work for a couple of weeks would “lighten the load” as it did. All of a sudden this week and having a couple of full days with counseling, I sense the tension that I hadn’t noticed before. This morning as I was journaling I simply needed to release this to Jesus. He has truly been working with me on better trusting of our relationship and how deeply He wants to always be the wisdom of counsel. I want this too, but I do find myself responding to a counselee and saying that what I am telling you is just from me. I need to sense Jesus voice in this before you act on it. Learning to hear the voice of God’s Holy Spirit within is critical. My own emotional response can easily cloud this Voice and I sure don’t want that happening.

It has taken me a lifetime to understand what to do with God’s desire for this close relationship. For so long I would sort through what I thought God was doing or asking me to do as though He would lead me into turmoil. Boy, was I ever wrong! The trustworthiness of God is IMMENSE and I want to always be a trusting son. HE is so WORTHY!

Yesterday was my re-entry into the counseling appointments. I had two new counselees starting so the day was continuous once the appointments began. God just never stops showing me why He had this ministry started. What an honor and privilege it is to invest time in it.

I’ve written about talking to my ex-wife about her now attending a Celebrate Recovery where she lives. My daughters had told me of this ahead of the recent trip. I talked with her a couple of times while we were at our daughter’s home. This past Sunday when the kids and grandkids were here for Mother’s Day, I told my oldest daughter about conversing with her mom regarding the CR attending. She wanted to know how that went but there were too many listening ears so I just said we could talk when it was private. This morning early the conversation took place.

I have been on my journey long enough that the bitterness I held towards my dad has dwindled significantly. So, when I heard my daughter’s comments this morning about her mom, I was alarmed at first, but very quickly I remembered where I was at my daughter’s stage of life. I can’t fathom what I’d done if my father had sought help for himself and tried to make amends with me when I was younger. But, I heard from my daughter just what I fear I would have said. Today, I know how God works us through all of our bitterness so that we can eventually let it go and let it be replaced with a joy and understanding. I know God will do this for my daughter. I pray the hurt can dissipate soon for she is in her own counseling.

God never wastes a hurt and I pray for this to be the outcome once again.

I have known that God is all-knowing all of my life. This is one thing. But, when a day like yesterday takes place and I see how this All-Knowing God orchestrates the day, I just have to stop and marvel at it.

The day began with little planned. But, within an hour there were several things to do because of texts and phone calls that came. What I didn’t know was the effects of these. One text came from my prayer warrior Lois. She needed a couple plants from a nursery (if I had time to get them). Well, who wouldn’t have time for a nursery visit if you love gardening like I do! As soon as the nursery was open I was walking in and purchased the request. At noon time I received a phone call from one of the counseling clients Lois specifically prays for each day. He had stumbled and needed to talk about it. As I was at Lois’ place delivering the flowers she wanted, I told her about the stumble and the need for her prayers. I also told her about what God had shown me that I’d blogged about yesterday. I then asked if she needed help planting what I’d brought? She said, she was going to plant her bean seeds after I left. I asked if I could do that for her?

The area of bean planting was small but needed spading which I know a lot about. So once that was done I planted the beans. All of this only took about 30 minutes since the area was small but not so small for a 92 year old lady. When I went back in the house, Lois was almost in tears of joy. She said I had made her day and she offered a “million thanks”. She added that I was her “best adopted son” so I told her she was best adopted mom and that was my Mother’s Day gift.

Well, God’s all-knowing ways completed some good deeds I’d never known to do, but He did!