A Spiritual Transformation–Last night was testimony night at Celebrate Recovery. The person who gave their story was from a neighboring CR. She introduced herself as one who struggled with three different areas all of which were fairly unrelated to my own story. Yet, when she began her story I all of a sudden began to hear fragments of my own childhood. I kept wondering why her childhood abuse wasn’t mentioned in her introduction of self at the beginning? As she got towards the end of the story she used the phrase–Spiritual Transformation as what God has provided for her. So, her introduction outlined her adult battles dealing with the bitterness, anger, frustration one encounters when a childhood was like her own.
I have been searching in my own life regarding this topic of spiritual transformation. I’ve written about this a few times in the past weeks. Hearing someone put it into their testimony last night was so good to experience. I don’t think there is anyone who comes to CR, counseling or any other “help programs” who hasn’t battled fighting their struggles from the strength of their flesh. We think that is why God gives us self-will so we can be strong for Him only to find our strength doesn’t sustain us long term. It isn’t until we learn to surrender this “self” part that we can begin to hear the Voice of God’s Spirit within wanting to guide our every step.
The voice of self and the deceptive voice of Satan always encourages us to think we can do this on our own. Separating this evil message from God’s Spiritual message to us is a key point to beginning the journey of God’s Spiritual Transformation for us. It is also important to know this is a daily and sometimes many times a day surrender.
It is so good to see God at work in the lives of those around us. All of this helps us to stay the course letting our own story be used for God’s Glory in the lives of others.
My wife’s younger brother had a pretty major surgery yesterday. I had a message forwarded to me last night that his son had written. It only let folks know the surgery was over and things were good. With that, I had gone to bed. This morning as I got up and sat down to start my devotions I saw I had a text on my phone. It was from my brother-in-law. It just gave a brief message that all is good. When I read it I couldn’t help but thank God for His kind thoroughness.
I had a young couple come to see me a week ago yesterday. They were distraught with one another. They have three children and are very dedicated christians, but their differences were screaming at one another. It was easy for me to see that what had originally attracted them to one another had now turned into resentment. As they came yesterday they were smiling so I asked what had taken place since last week? They had done their homework and had been focusing their attention to one another keeping “respect” as their focus. In session yesterday we did a personality profile I wanted them to complete so they could see why their differences could be God’s way for completing them, not annoying them. This proved to be very insightful for them. As they walked out of the session they expressed great thanks for God helping them to see Him again in their marriage. It makes me smile too.
God is incredibly amazing. The immensity of His being and yet the intricacies of His tender mercies never cease to humble me to tears. How fortunate we are to be able to call Him our Savior, Lord and even call Him our Friend!
Do you know that God is even interested in getting the raspberries picked? With the present schedule of counseling appointments I am pretty full Tuesday-Thursday. Raspberries don’t care about one’s schedule. They ripen when their ready not when you’re ready. Well, today is a picking day and when I get this post written, I’ll be in the patch picking away. I awoke an hour earlier than normal and now I’m about ready to begin. It makes me smile how intimate God’s care for us is–even picking raspberries!
There’s a ministry behind everything God is interested in having us do. Giving away the abundance of the harvest is always fun. It is fun to hear a receivers thanks when the berries are given to them and then later, one gets to hear the thanks again for the jam, pies, cobblers, etc. one gets to enjoy because of the earlier gift of harvest. All of this is the benefit of gardening and it brings joy to my heart and a smile to my face.
It is funny how we can be doing several different things, but only one thing is on one’s mind regardless of the activities. This was the case yesterday. I had my devotional time and quickly went out and picked 2 gallons of raspberries before heading to Boise for my dental cleaning. Following that I had the lunch meeting with our senior pastor. (This meeting is what I’d written about yesterday). It went very well. Following that meeting I came home and picked the last gallon of berries and then made 5 more batches of jam. This is quite a bit of activity but during all this time the only prominent thing on my mind was learning to rely on God’s Power within me (us). How do we fully surrender to God’s Holy Spirit which is represented so well by ones like Paul, Peter, John, James and so many more?
It is incredible to me that God made the way for us to come to Him so simple. The more intimate however, that I know God, Jesus and The Holy Spirit, the more I recognize my own flesh and the ugliness of its selfishness. All of this is why I (we) need a Savior first and foremost, but then we also need the Lord. Only Jesus can keep us on the path of obedience with God’s Holy Spirit. All of this is just so AMAZING!
Our senior pastor has been leading us through a walk into Romans 8. This is a challenging chapter written by Paul who had a transformation in his life when he encountered Jesus Christ. I love how Paul describes in the chapter the battle we have between living in our flesh vs living in our surrendered life. The advantages of the surrendered life have eternal value so it far outweighs any momentary advantage of the flesh. What has been hugely on my mind and heart is the fact that in this chapter, The Holy Spirit is referenced 18 times but we don’t dwell on the value of The Holy Spirit’s purpose in this transformation of living out the surrendered life as Paul had learned.
In my lifetime I’ve sought to find out more about living life fully led by The Holy Spirit. There are denominations that seem to push this to the extreme and those who seem to avoid the topic almost completely. I just want to find what Christ Himself had in mind for each one of us as He gave The Holy Spirit to live in us while we are here on earth in the flesh.
Today I’m meeting with our senior pastor to discuss this topic and how I can be a better learner in this. As I asked Jesus this morning while journaling what He wanted me to know from Him for today, He simply said, “Don’t try and determine what the outcome of the meeting today will be. The nudge you received to have this meeting was all I gave you, so be obedient to the nudge and go to the meeting. The outcome will then take place in the meeting. This is called TRUSTING THE HOLY SPIRIT.” It seems like such a simple thing to do, but boy do I always want to take it further. So, today at this moment–I TRUST!
Well, yesterday’s day of grace produced 8 batches of raspberry jam. It also gave Kathy and me a chance to go out to dinner last night which turned out to be a nice date. Thank You Jesus!
This morning’s bible reading was only one chapter in Proverbs. It is chapter 4. I read it and was going to keep reading but I just couldn’t get past the wealth of daily living wisdom it contained. If one could just put each of the steps into their choices each day, we would certainly have a different world to live in. Since this isn’t going to happen, it doesn’t mean it can’t happen for each one who takes it seriously and does put it into their practice as best as possible.
God is very faithful to put someone in our lives who will be an example for us even when our childhood may have been less than as this chapter describes. Yet, even though I didn’t have this type of earthly father, God did have others who filled a needed gap for me. How grateful I am for our God! He is there for each one of us if we will turn our heart and mind over to Him.
This is the second day of GRACE. If you read yesterday’s entry you’d see that what was scheduled in the day had cancelled giving me a day without commitments. Well, today continues this. In fact, there is nothing on the calendar for today. So, when I’m done writing this I will go and pick the raspberries (should be two gallons) and then begin to make the jam for the kids and grandkids to have. This is always fun for dad/grandpa.
There is something amazing about this God we get to serve. This is the truth that He never gives up on us. In fact, He patiently waits for us to turn to Him no matter what the circumstances are. For so long I just didn’t trust God completely simply because I’d had so many years of childhood abuse that I thought God didn’t really care that much for me. I’ve written this many times, but it is the truth. When I knew my strength was never going to be enough, I didn’t have any choice but to start turning things over to God. Even if He didn’t care for me as much as He did for others, His Strength would have to be better than my own had been.
All these years later, God has proven to be just as His Word says. He is not only faithful, He is intimately loving. There is nothing on earth to compare to God’s LOVE & GRACE. One just has to give in and give all to Him in order to know this personally. It sure is worth it!
Today feels like one of grace. The week has been very busy with new clients, but today, the only one scheduled cancelled for being out of town. When I got up this morning I just felt like giving God a hug for a day without anything scheduled in it.
There was a young man who came a week ago last night to Celebrate Recovery. He had reached out the first of this week wanting a counseling session which took place yesterday afternoon. I had sensed that he didn’t have Christ living in his heart. As I went through the intake with him I asked if Jesus lived in his heart? He said he had gone to a few different churches growing up. I explained what asking Christ into your life meant and gave him scriptures outlining this along with a prayer. I said he could take it home and follow through with saying the prayer to Jesus if he wanted to take this step. He simply asked if right now would be ok? So, I got to witness this. It is humbling and very touching be part of someone’s salvation step.
I came into biblical counseling thinking the role is to help people find Christ in the midst of their current struggle/s. Once in a great while I get to help someone find the only real Healer for whatever struggle we encounter. I so love this Jesus Christ we get to serve!
Welcome to Summer! Yesterday I wrote about the Psalms and my change of heart towards them with the expression of emotions. I went from that early morning time into a series of counseling appointments where Praise had been lost. I had three new clients starting yesterday replacing those who were moving on. The three clients turned out to be couples all expressing communication needs. In each case the word praise was lost in their vocabulary for one another. Their relationship hadn’t started that way, but life together had turned inward which I believe happens to all of us at some point. Then, a young man followed these three couples who simply struggles with life–depression and anxiety. Praise has never been a big part of his life.
Today, as I wrapped up the reading of Psalms, each chapter begins with Praise the Lord! I have lived long enough to know the Power of Praise. It is counter-intuitive for us in the flesh. But, when we let the Power of God’s Spirit within us PRAISE when our flesh is screaming–POUT, there is a transformation that takes place. It is the power of TRUST/FAITH which are only powerful in SPIRIT–never in flesh. It is something I’ve used and have to be reminded every now and then to do so again. My first impulse is to complain and then I see my reminder to Praise God that I have on my prayer list.
Today I’m praising God for these ones of yesterday who are working to Praise God in the midst of their own strife. God is so faithful and His Grace is so kind and loving. How I PRAISE HIM and TRUST HIM!
Over the many years of my adult life I’ve used several different versions/translations of the bible to read through in my devotional time. As I began this year I thought I’d use one that I was given by Kathy for my birthday in 1992. This was the year before we lived abroad for two years in the countries of Yemen and Turkmenistan. As I was reading today in the Psalms I found several notes I’d written on the sides relating to that experience. The reason I write this is because this awakened me to something I didn’t even realize. In the past 20 years I’ve said numerous times that I haven’t enjoyed reading the Psalms. It is so filled with David and others complaints/pleas to God for help. I would think–why don’t they buck up and tough it out? This, of course, was before I had my personal help from counseling.
Today, as I am reading through the Psalms I find my notes from 30+ years ago that deeply appreciated the Psalms like I do today. Today I’m able to see the issues of man as something to confess and work through with God’s help and with the mentors God puts into our lives. I no longer need to hide them and pretend they don’t exist as I was trying so hard to do when I thought differently about “David and others’ complaints”. I see today that their needs are no different than my own and that I cry out to God just like they did.
God is immensely patient with us (me). How I love Him for this!
Earnie Lewis 