Well, the kids are here. The house is full of “guests”, family and today all of the local family will be coming in also. Bedtime didn’t happen until 1:45 am, but who cares about that? We are all together and that is what makes grandpa and grandma very happy!
There will be no counseling appointments this week with all of the family here. As I was praying over the prayer list, I couldn’t help but sense Christ’s arms of grace surrounding each one. The names of those hurting and coming for help are embraced with Christ’s loving arms. I pray they will know this and sense it like they never have before. It is such a marvelous act of love, God literally sending Himself to us through the life of Christ and offering to us His Own Spirit to dwell in us if we will only ask Christ into our lives while we are in our flesh.
This LOVE of God is simply beyond our ability to comprehend. Yet, I can only be humbly grateful for it. God wants us with Him and He has gone to this extent to show us just how genuine this love is!
I sit in front of the computer wondering just what I should write this morning? What keeps coming to mind is the fact our Oklahoma family is flying in at midnight tonight. Two of us are driving in to get them at the airport. The family has grown so one vehicle won’t any longer carry the people and luggage. It is well past my bedtime but that won’t keep this grandpa from staying awake for this reason!
I had a most unexpected counseling session yesterday morning. A lady had come for a couple of sessions due to her marriage. I had asked her to bring her husband is he’d be willing to come. Well, he came. The angry and belittling man was now present but didn’t seem like a “monster”. As we got into the session where I had them complete a personality profile, much of their differences began to get definition which easily outlined their divisive marriage. The session went longer than intended but they were ok with it and I didn’t have any other one following it. We are far from done, but it was so nice to see them smiling and even laughing at their behaviors with one another. So often our differences are appreciated in our early years but they grow into thorns when we begin to turn “selfish”. Once this is brought to light it is so much easier to move forward with genuine reconciliation.
God wants to complete us in our marriage with these differences. Satan, on the other hand wants to turn them into thorns. When we can go back to respecting our mate’s differences and see how Satan has manipulated this, we can wake up and turn it around. Our God Reigns!
My oldest daughter text me yesterday morning to celebrate that this day is the last day before the light of day begins to increase. She doesn’t like the limited time for daylight and I don’t like it either. It makes me think about the Light of God being limited for us. So often we get into situations where we seek the Light/Wisdom of God for the darkness of whatever the situation is, is too much. Light is always good and it brings healing and insight with it!
God is so faithful and good! How I love serving Him and having the honor of being one of His kids. Today our oldest grandson arrives and tomorrow my Oklahoma family arrive. The chaos and laughter then begins in full force along with the loving sense of family! How grateful I am!
There is a huge reality I awoke to this morning. My “old person annual checkups” call me healthy, but that doesn’t mean my healthy flesh doesn’t get tired. As I got up this morning my body was saying to leave it in bed even though my mind was saying it is time to get up. As I began my devotions and started the worship music, my flesh was still saying–“turn it off”. However, when I told my flesh I was surrendering it to Jesus so my spirit this day would be devoted to The Holy Spirit, I surrendered.
Jesus told Peter that Satan wanted to “sift him like sand”. That wasn’t a one time statement meant only for Peter. I’ll bet all of us can say this has happened to us at different point in our lives. It is certainly true for me. I felt a dose of it this morning as I was battling temptations to surrender to flesh rather than to submit my flesh and spirit to Christ’s Holy Spirit. Satan isn’t going to back off just because we have Christ in our lives. His deception is quite masterful particularly when our flesh is tired. But, this AMAZING GOD we serve has all of this in hand when we don’t let our flesh rule–even for a little bit.
I am now ready for this day. The armor of God is in place and I’m surrendered. Yes, my flesh may be tired but I can give it a nap this afternoon if needed by then! How loving and generous our God is. Matthew 11:28 says: “Come unto me and I will give you rest…take My yoke upon thee and learn of Me…my burden is light….” Stepping into today with Christ’s yoke rather than the weight my flesh was carrying is SO different. Our God is truly our LOVING FATHER!
As I write today’s date I realize just how close Christmas is in it’s arrival. My kids and grandkids are arriving this weekend and the joy of family all being together will begin once again. What is equally on my heart is the reality of “Christmas arriving”. This babe we call Jesus came to us in the same way we came into this world of ours. The only difference was who had planted the seed of life for Him. I have a difficult time with this reality knowing what God and Jesus knew ahead of time and followed through with their plan for you and me. That was only a beginning of the plan too.
Jesus conquered sin for us so we can have our eternal life with God as was the original intent. In conquering sin He conquered the grip Satan wanted to have over mankind. As I write this I can hardly explain in words my gratitude for what Christ has done for you and me. The grip sin had on me for so, so long is broken. Not only is it broken, it is replaced with the gift of helping others find this truth for them.
Part of what Jesus did while on earth was heal the sick. What a privilege it is to get to participate with Him in continuing this healing work in a healing process we call counseling. We get to plant the seeds of new life which Christ gave to us and Satan wants to kill. I have always loved being a gardener. This is like spiritual gardening and the beauty of blossoms is like none other!
Last night our church hosted a catered dinner for all of us whom they call “on staff”. Our senior pastor’s wife is a teacher at a local charter school. She had encouraged one of the school’s staff to come for counseling and I have met with her for several weeks now. At the dinner the pastor’s wife told me about a visit she’d had earlier in the week from this staff friend who has been seeking help. This friend had told her that “I had changed her life” (those were the words used). She went on to say that her walk with God has never been what it is today. She had come from a Mormon background where a personal relationship with Jesus wasn’t talked about. Today she walks and talks with Jesus all the time and loves this new relationship she’s found.
As I write this I just can’t help but thank Jesus for the opportunity to join His Work in this capacity. What a privilege it is to walk along side of someone who eagerly seeks Christ and grows so well from finding Him. What a wonderful way to spend time in retirement!
As this day begins I simply thank Jesus for His abundant blessings. Yesterday wasn’t a typical Monday. It had a couple of those old people doctor visits built into it. But, in the middle of it I met with a couple people I consulted with the last 4 years of my work with schools and school districts. They are now working at the State Dept. of Education. It was just plain fun to spend a couple hours with them and see how they are impacting our state rather than just a district in our state.
I continue to marvel at the difference worship music is making during my devotional time. It is so easy to submit all of me to God’s Holy Spirit when my spirit is engaged. There is no rethinking it, no doubts about how long it will last during the day; it is sheer thanksgiving that we have a Holy Spirit within Who empowers and protects. What a blest people we are!
There is so much to be thankful for of late. Instead of having moments of Christ being present in the day, I find Him throughout the day. Instead of fearing the time when Satan will attack again, I walk in a humble confidence that not only do I have the armor of God, but that armor is not of flesh, but Spirit–God’s Spirit and the last piece of it is the Sword of the SPIRIT which will penetrate any darkness bringing God’s Pure Light! In this, evil must flee.
More and more one hears people talk about these days we are now living are likely the last days. Evil runs rampant in the last days. However, God’s Light is never absent if we will only turn to Him no matter what the circumstances we face. He is the Almighty God and always will be. Praise His Holy Name!
Before I write anything else today, I must back up to complete yesterday’s story. I wrote that I was to step into the day in FAITH only. The counseling sessions were to be experienced and not led by me. The quartet singing event was to be experienced and not prepped ahead of time (the order for it had already been done and I needed not prep any further). The experiences of the day as each one completed itself were amazing. The young men, the wife and mother, the attendees of the concert–all had the same message. God, Jesus, Holy Spirit were so present and I am walking away having had an experience which gave each of them and me new Light.
For me personally, I walked away from yesterday shaking my head in sheer abundant joy. I have lived a lifetime fighting temptation in the flesh not understanding how I was to surrender the battle so it could be actually fought and won by our VICTOR–Jesus Christ. We spend a lot of time getting to know our Savior and Lord. We also work on knowing Christ’s Gift to us–The Holy Spirit. This has helped me immensely. The lesson with the young men yesterday added an ingredient I needed. It focused on knowing our enemy–Satan: his many names and his many tactics.
God is Spirit, Jesus Christ came in flesh, but left in Spirit and remains this way for eternity. The Holy Spirit is His Name–SPIRIT. Satan is also spirit. Has flesh ever won over spirit? Never! Satan uses this tactic with us (me) endlessly that I am a loser who is lucky enough to have a Savior. Jesus has helped me experience the truth that I am worthy and not a loser. His Worthiness is mine and seen by God for God sees Jesus in me. It is one thing to know this, it is another to now walk in the confidence of it letting Jesus Christ and The Holy Spirit fight the enemy who wants to “sift me like sand” just as Christ told this to Peter. Instead of fighting, I Worship the Victor! He has already WON the battle!
As I get to the place this morning of writing my entry, I needed to pause and seek the Lord’s guidance on what to write. It was a week ago that He showed me the critical importance of worship music to awaken my own spirit to His Holy Spirit at this time of day. I’ve been doing this each day and I honestly will keep doing so for this simple act takes me from my mind to blending my committed spirit with my mind that needs to be committed this day also. In so doing I sing praises instead of journaling concerns. The concerns just seem to fall into Christ’s hands when His Spirit is in control of the day rather than me thinking I am or I need to be.
Today it seems God wants me to enter into it simply with Him and not having any other plan except this. I have a couple of sessions which I intended to get my head wrapped around focusing on what I thought needed to be done/addressed, but God has something else He wants me to do and that appears to be: just be present. He will take care of the rest. Our quartet is singing for an assisted living home this afternoon and this message was the same for it.
Taking all of this into mind, I step out in faith only this day. I can hardly believe I’m writing this for this commitment of faith is at a level I feared, yet today I look forward to simply being present. God is just SO AMAZING!
Earnie Lewis 