Yes, the journey continues.  Yesterday I journaled about the 3 things I had been struggling to work through.  God had told me about my timing vs His circumstances and how He makes our timing fit into His eternal planning once circumstances are right.  I need to be patient and trust Him rather than fear outcomes that have not even occurred.  The one situation had been addressed by Saturday night.  The second one was dealt with yesterday and the third one I thought at first was being dealt with yesterday.  Then, things skidded to a halt and ended.  During the night last night I awoke several times very troubled.  I kept surrendering circumstances knowing the work to be done was God’s and not mine.  Trust is such a hard thing at these points for me.

This morning I was in the midst of journaling.  I had just written the question asking God and His Team what they wanted me to know from them this morning?  I had written as their first response, “Be still and know that I Am God.”  I was starting to write more when I could hear my cell phone ringing in the family room.  It was the one I had the troubles with last night.  In answering it and listening it seems God had been working all along.  Now that doesn’t surprise me really, but it just makes me tingle and smile.  God is so amazingly timely.  I’m being vague in details here because the people involved are closely connected to me.  They would see themselves if they read this.  I want them and all readers to know that God is to be trusted always and is so lovingly supportive of us.  Our fears so quickly set in when circumstances don’t come together as we wish.  Now that I can clearly see that my fears are the stark opposite of trust, I never want to act on them again.  I want to wait upon God so I can see what is behind the fear, address it, and return to trust.  Learning to trust, replacing fear with it, is my ultimate goal.