As my day began yesterday I received a message from my wife saying our oldest granddaughter had gotten engaged. She is with her boyfriend’s family in Hawaii. The now fiance asked her the question while they were on the beach having family pictures. It is a very lovely little video clip. Last night my granddaughter called me to tell me about this. We rejoiced together!

Today will complete the work in Montana and end my 50 years of service to education. There has been enough time to allow the processing of this ending so that I can conclude it with a real sense of peace–no regrets! I look forward to this next adventure God has already started. I will now be able to focus all of my attention on it rather than splitting the time which I am not as good at doing.

What an amazing God we get to serve!

God is all about relationships and He had created man to be likewise. This message was seen by me several times yesterday as I had my meeting last night with the school superintendent. Throughout my monthly visits here this past year I’ve reminded this man (who is an active follower of God) to step out and talk with his admin team about his vision for the district and each of their schools. He is new to this role and most of his admin team are new to theirs. On my last visit in April I had pressed this message. I was amazed as I listened to him last night and read the work they had done since April. They now have a vision which was built by a team of the staff, they have goals which can be used by teachers to better focus their efforts to teach and accomplish student learning, etc.

In doing this work as a team, the superintendent talked openly about how the relationships had grown with his admin. They have begun to call him with ideas they want to share and he himself is amazed at what has caused this to come around so well. I will be working with each of these building teams today and tomorrow. We will be setting goals which align with the new district ones and will then be used by their staff as they start their new year in the fall.

I knew this was my last trip here, little did I expect to see such accomplishment. This had been my goal but I could hardly see it coming together after my April visit. Yet, here it is–ready to be put in place. It all started by trusting relationships to create what motivates and aligns. Isn’t this exactly what God does for each of us as we give Him the opportunity to lead us each and every day?

In a short while I’ll be flying for my last time to Montana completing the work there with the school district. Tonight I’ll meet briefly with the superintendent and then tomorrow and Tuesday I’ll wrap up the work with each of the schools and close out with one last superintendent mtg. This will end the school consulting work. When I return I’ll be free to devote my time completely to the counseling. Only a few months ago I could hardly see myself in this role. But, today, I look forward to this new venture with God. What a privilege He has given to me.

Yesterday’s devotional time played itself out so nicely. I spent an hour and a half with my prayer warrior in the morning. She has been God’s messenger so often for me. It was joyous to share with her God’s most recent awakening as I shared yesterday’s devotional time. It it weren’t for her, I wouldn’t even know about this devotional I use and this Bible translation. God has gifted me with this wonderful lady and I praise Him for her.

My day ended with my grandson helping me with a couple of grandpa needs and I was able to help him with a couple of closing assignments he had for school. He graduates next Thursday and wasn’t sure how to complete this particular work. We had it all done and he was and I were most pleased with the day’s work.

What a blessed God we get to serve. Every ounce of living goes back to Him once we get our eyes fixed on the truth of living fully committed to His Holy Spirit’s leadership in our lives.

I’ve got to pick up today where yesterday’s message left off. Each part of the day I mentioned in yesterday’s blog was as though God had already set the stage–and He had! This first counseling session was amazing. The fellow who came is one I’ve known many years now so he and I were comfortable with one another. The counselor who is modeling is new to him but his closing remarks to her were confirming. “You really make me feel at ease,” he told her. I learned a good deal just from lesson one!

Today as I began my devotions I knew God was wanting me to know more about full surrender. As I journaled I questioned more boldly about what I needed to do to better understand this step? He was amazingly clear–“The times in a day or in a week where those temptations arise for you to gratify yourself need to be addressed with a statement that turns your faith towards Me not towards your strength to push them away. I have wanted to show you what miracles of gratification I have for you once you trust me enough to take this step.” (I tear up just typing this).

As I began my reading of the devotional and Bible, I could see The Holy Spirit pruning those deep rooted desires which I’ve had no handle on for addressing their depth within me until now. The reading went on to say to clothe myself in Jesus Christ which finally made sense. This dirtiness (ugly temptations) within me could never be clothed with the purity of Jesus Christ. However, seeing within my mind/spirit, The Holy Spirit pruning this away brought the next awakening that allowed Him to then dress me in the purity of Jesus. Isn’t this the most beautiful picture?! This is the person (me) who gets to listen, talk, and counsel with those who want to find this same freedom which they, like I, never thought possible for them.

God’s loving persistence and His Grace, coupled with Jesus Christ and The Holy Spirit are so AMAZING!

I’ve said this over and over, but the timing God has put into the devotional and Bible reading is amazing. Later today I have the first counseling session. It is one where I will observe more than participate, but it is the actual start of our counseling. Secondly, in the early afternoon I have a meeting along with a couple others regarding a new project we want to start in our local education world. We are meeting with a funder to see if they would back this project. As I was journaling about this day God was asking me to listen well and watch Him work.

As I began to read my devotional, its message was bold. It is time to open fully my heart to The Holy Spirit. Close the door to the voices of past and learn now to fully trust and obey the nudges/voice of God’s Spirit. After the journaling and this devotional message the Bible message was Paul telling the readers about fully living out the life Jesus Christ has had planned for each one naming the gifts and what they look like when in operation under The Holy Spirit’s leadership.

I couldn’t have had a better–clearer message than this. Wow, our God is AMAZING!

As I continue this journey, my present, overwhelming topic continues to be centered around Spirit–my spirit and The Holy Spirit. This morning’s devotional readings have shown Light which I want to dwell upon. An excerpt from my devotional says: “To be truly free is to live in perfect unity with me and reliance upon me. It comes from a lifestyle of submission. This isn’t submission that stems from duty and obligation, but a true yielding of every aspect of your body, soul, and spirit, out of love….” When you couple this with the scripture reading in Romans 11:10-18, I begin to see something I’ve not begun to understand until now.

The roots of our life are embedded in spirit, not flesh. God is Spirit and so is Satan–evil. When we accept Jesus into our lives He brings with Him The Holy Spirit who waits for us to surrender everything about us to Him–not out of duty and obligation as is in the quote above, but in genuine love. Our flesh seems to know best the spirit of evil–selfishness, pride, self-centeredness, etc. The roots that God has grafted us into when we accept Christ into our lives are the roots of Himself–The Holy Spirit. I am finally grasping this much more clearly. The mystery of this is becoming much less vague.

When the scripture says that God prunes us, I’ve always seen this through the lens of flesh. What I believe I’m starting to understand is that the pruning is the evil spirit beliefs I’ve had far too long. God prunes away the selfishness, the pride, the self-centeredness, etc. I know a lot about pruning and this is finally making sense to me. I have so much to learn and understand! I’m so glad God is PATIENT!

Today is a critically important one to me personally. A very dear friend is battling breast cancer. She has chosen a treatment path which seemed to work at the onset but the cancer has returned with a vengeance. She and her husband have asked all of their friends and church family to join today in a time of fasting and prayer for God’s Light and Healing to be given to her. If you want to join us, her name is Penny.

There is so much about our God, Jesus and The Holy Spirit that is mysterious to man. However, if one simply flips that coin over there is so much we can know about them. What I’m learning of late is the immensity and depth of God’s commitment to His creation–man. He doesn’t want any one of us lost to sin. Yes, we can know each one of us will eventually die in flesh due to sin, but we have a promise from God which is more solid than anything here on earth and that is the simple step. This step is believing God gave us His Son Jesus to take man’s sins to the Cross. All we have to do is ask Jesus to come into our life because we believe. We ask for this Gift from God and on top of Jesus coming into our lives, He also provides another Gift–His Holy Spirit to dwell within us.

This reality is so true and genuine. Little and little this Holy Spirit dissolves the mysteries I felt about God and turned them into Trust. How I love this Heavenly Team we have with us continuously!

Today I start a venture I would never have believed true for me. As I think back to when I started this blog, 9 months following the publishing of my autobiography over 6 years ago, I never dreamed God would put this opportunity in front of me. I was thrilled God had opened the door for the educational consulting. It didn’t seem to align with my recovery, but instead, it gave me value as a human (this has been within my own mind). Today, however, God has opened the door for the direct involvement of my abusive past to help others address their own hurts, hang-ups and habits. God has been abundantly trustworthy and faithful in leading me through several years of healing so today I can believe I am a new creation. I’m old in flesh, but young in my new creation. Today, I believe! Isn’t our God wonderful!!

And just like that 4 years have come to an end. Today I will wrap up the work with the last of the schools here in Idaho. I’ll be headed there in less than an hour. It seemed strange to look at my phone calendar to see that the rest of this week didn’t have any schools on it. It opens now the window so, starting tomorrow, I can fully focus on the counseling. There’s a good deal to get organized so I’m hoping to spend much of this week’s time at our church getting details worked through and getting materials personalized for our church’s new venture. What caused me much anxiety a few months ago has turned into eager expectation–with “eager” sometimes still feeling like “anxiety”. Now, today, I can face the “anxiety sense” and remind myself that God is orchestrating all of this and I get to be the one chosen to enact it (with the help of several others).

But, for today, I ask God to lead this closure. The physical connection will end, but my love for the work of education is as real as ever. Thank you God my Father for 50 years in this worthy profession.

This was a first! My wife just asked me if I’d written a blog this morning? I quickly thought back to early this morning realizing I’d gotten side tracked working on the Celebrate Recovery Leadership training lesson for this coming Wednesday. In so doing, I lost track for a moment of the blog. The focus was the same, but the assignment around the focus was very different.

My bible reading was Romans 8. The chapter is called “Living by the Power of the Holy Spirit”. The book of Acts is filled with people being anointed with the Holy Spirit and then the ACTS of the people who were empowered by The Holy Spirit. So, now in Romans I was eager to read this particular chapter and wanted to talk about it with our CR leadership team this coming week when we meet. I’m also reading a book entitled: Unlocking the Mysteries of the Holy Spirit. It is a great read for me. So much about the Holy Spirit is left somewhat unattended by today’s church. Yet, the New Testament is filled with its value to us. Now that I am daily working to live and believe I’m the new creation God made, the empowerment of The Holy Spirit becomes increasingly important.

Writing all of this, I simply say I’m sorry for this late entry. God is working and I truly love Him for this.